i have had a lot of things on my mind lately due to the death of someone my age. first i wonder - why do we have open caskets? i just don't get it. nobody ever really looks good or like they did when they were living. i decided i really don't want an open casket if i die. i want people to remember the way i looked while alive not painted up and primped by someone who never even knew me.
is it just me or do you worry about something bad happening to a loved one all the time. it frightens me so much.
time really does fly by. i can't believe how fast my girls are growing up and my parents are aging. sometimes i feel like i am missing so much and i just want to freeze time.
